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deblue's zoneFind myself February 28 听兴奋了，哈哈 听兴奋了，哈哈，吃过午饭就坐下来了边耍FM2007边听LINKIN PARK，脑袋跟着节奏一起晃动，从Reanimation，Hybrid.Theory到Meteora和Underground V2.0，最后再到Minutes to Midnight，太喜欢Chester Bennington的嗓子了，沙哑中带着些许清朗，真想跟着一起呐喊，当然Mike Shinoda也不错，哈哈。曾经有人说Linkin Park和LimpBizkit这样的新金属乐队商业气息过于浓重了，说喜欢这类音乐的朋友其实不都能完全理解所谓true/pure metal，就像Metallica作些尝试性的改变就要招骂,就像对于黑暗金属中充斥着大量的晦涩的宗教内容，那些所谓很懂的人却随便就说喜欢那样的原始黑，我无法理解，当然更无须去理解,也就不要人云亦云了，呵呵，管他的呢，自己喜欢就行了，这是一个充满压力而需要宣泄感情的年代，选择自己喜欢的Rock'N Roll，让我们这些有激情的青年奋发向上，吼出自己的激情，哇哈哈哈哈哈................... 今天该贴LINKIN的第5首了，Crawling来自《Hybrid Theory》 ，后面还有Limp Bizkit的Take A Look Around Linkin Park - Crawling Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling, I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced That it's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced That it's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing, confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing what is real This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling, confusing what is real 另外今天说到了Limp Bizkit那就贴一首大家应该都听过的，至少应该很耳熟的Take A Look Around吧来自《谍中谍2》原声。 Limp Bizkit - Take A Look Around All the teachin' in da world today All the little girls fillin' up da world today When the good comes to bad, the bad comes to good But I'm a live my life like i should Now da critics wanna hit it This hit? How we did it, just because they don't get it But I'll stay fitted, new era commited Now this red cap gets a rap from these critics But do we always gotta cry Do we always gotta live inside a lie Life's just a blast cuz its movin' really fast So ya better stay on top or life'll kick you in the ass Follow me into a solo Remember that, kid, so whatcha wanna do And where ya gonna run when your stari'n down the cable of my mic Pointed at yo grill like a gun Limp Bizkit is rockin' the set It's like russian roulette when you're placin' your bet So don't be upset when you're broke and you're done Cuz I'm a be theone till I jet I know why you wanna hate me I know why you wanna hate me I know why you wanna hate me Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately And now you wanna hate me Now I Know why you wanna hate me Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately Now I Know why you wanna hate me Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately Does anybody really know the secret Or the combination for this life and where they keep it It's kinda sad when you don't know the meaning But everything happens for a reason I don't even know what i should say Cuz I'm an idiot, a loser A microphone abuser I analyze every second I exist Beatin' up my mind every second with my fist And everybody wanna run Everybody wanna hide from da gun You can dig a rat through this life if you want But you can't dig the edge off a knife (no sir) And now you want your money back But you're denied, cuz your brain's fried from the sack And there aint nothin' i could do Cuz life is a lesson, you'll learn it when you're through I know why you wanna hate me Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately And now you wanna hate me Now I know why you wanna hate me Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately Now... I... know... why (now I know why you wanna hate me) Now I know why you wanna hate me Now I know why you wanna hate me Now I know why you wanna hate me Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately Cuz hate is all the world has even seen lately February 22 没有教训 没有成长 那会儿手机响了，一看时间00:01分，心想是哪个这么晚了又在打电话？翻开一看 “来电 康L”，本来今天就有点郁闷了，接嘛接嘛，摆哈也好，肯定又是刚吃完酒，不是哥老倌先接到电话就是我先接到电话，果然一听说话就听出来了，有时候想起两个瓜男人在一堆还说个X哇说，每次都是那几个众所周知的话题，最后总要得出个结论，今天就是“没有教训 没有成长”，其实这些道理哪里不懂？哪个又不晓得？只不过是理解的时间上稍微有点差异而已，只是需要个过程而已，或长或短，因人而异，个体差异总是要承认的，哪个又想天天抠脑壳抠得那么凶嘛，有些事情不好说得，下来几个慢慢摆算了，听说哥老倌今年正月十五又当了一次回头客，呵呵，等白天了要好心问一下。 另外下午的时候重新看了王家卫的《重庆森林》贴句经典的影评吧“一方面，时间的必然性令人敬畏（膜拜倒计时的“有效期”）；另一方面，时间的偶然性总是毫无理由地随机伏击世人” 同样继续贴第三首Linkin Park的歌来自去年的新专辑《Minutes to Midnight》 Linkin Park-Leave out all the rest I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared But no one would listen, cause no one else cared After my dreaming, I woke with this fear: What am I leaving when I'm done here? So if you're asking me, I want you to know When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, and leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Don't be afraid I've taken my beating, I've shared what I've made I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through I've never been perfect, but neither have you So if you're asking me, I want you to know When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside that you've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can be who you are When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can be who you are I can be who you are. February 15 让2008成为我的幸运年吧！！！ 14号我24，早上六点钟就从梦里醒过来了，让心沉重的梦，一瞬间掉入深渊的感觉，或许会说不过是个梦罢了，何必当真？或许这就是我一直都害怕知道的东西，自己的天性，郁闷的时候曾经和朋友一起谈起自己的生性腼腆，永远只能在门外徘徊，却始终找不到进去的那扇窗，哪怕找到了也好啊，可是我就像一只没头的苍蝇，找不到方向。一切都源于自己的天性，本来都已经是想好的话，可是到了嘴边却又全然不知道该说什么，或者心里一紧又全然忘记了要说什么，回过头来仔细想想，往往又搞得自己心里乱七八糟的，很深的失落感，唉！人啦！！州平啦！！！ 不过今天终究是我的生日，在心里还是要默默的许愿，自己祝福自己，Happy birthday to 州平。让2008成为我的幸运年吧！！！ 14号还是Valentine's Day 那就贴一首Linkin Park的Valentine's Day Linkin Park的Valentine's Day My insides all turn to ash, So slow. And blow away as I collapsed, So cold. A black winter been away, From sight. Another darkness over day, That night. And the clouds above move closer, Looking so dissatisfied. Linkin Park But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing. I used to be my own protection, But not now. 'Cause my path has lost direction, Somehow. A black winter took you away, From sight. Another darkness over day, That night. And the clouds above move closer, Looking so dissatisfied. And the ground below grew colder, As they put you down inside. But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing. So now you're gone, And I was wrong. I never knew what it was like, To be alone on a Valentine's Day, To be alone on a Valentine's Day. I used to be my own protection, But not now. 'Cause my path has lost direction, Somehow. I used to be my own protection, But not now. 'Cause my mind has lost direction, Somehow. January 06 新的一年想说的话 07年过得好快，已经是08年了，时间如白驹过隙一般，悄悄的从身边溜走，总是在回头看过去的时候心底总会涌起一阵阵的感伤，只有一个感觉，2007特殊的一年哦，唉！！！有时侯心里也慌，各种各样的事情，各种各样的烦恼，康L有句话总结得好“好多想做的事情都抓不落实，想过的生活方式只有暂时忍到，努力还不一定看得到好结果，总结一个字‘抠’”，兄弟真的是总结得好哦，说到心里头去了，呼~~~~~~~每个人都有本难念的经，虽然有时侯自己也在劝别人，我努力让自己很洒脱，但是我也知道有些事情不是轻轻松松的说做就做。有时侯看到一些有关80后的一些报道，居然我也会时不时对号入座？？？我自己都会觉得不可思议，虽然自己以前对这样的报道向来是不屑一故的藐视。有天跟表弟聊天，看表弟的Q-ZONE，在看的时候突然觉得他一天过得还挺有意思，我看了都觉得高兴，我问毛哥，毛哥却说三年就有代沟，呵呵，我不过才大我表弟三岁多而已嘛，肯定莫得那么夸张，GENERATION GAP？？？我还年轻得很哦！！
去年康L晚上喝高了爱给我和MIX打电话，有时侯以为是哪个的电话？结果一看才是康L从成都的二圈层城市青白江打来的，说句老实话虽然有时侯看到是康L的号码有点失望（兄弟看到了不要生气），但是我要承认他小伙子有时侯总结的问题的确还是对头，说得也还是有一定的道理，我一直认为自己是一个很传统的人，这个跟自己从小成长的环境有关，一直不能够很清楚的表达自己，拿康L的话来说就是“闷”，有时侯总会觉得也没有什么，但是做起来就是另外一回事了，虽然自己知道可能以后自己回后悔，但是就是差那么一点点，就像原来经常讲的那个对不同的人回短信的故事一样，骞二现在应该也认同了吧，有时我自己都想笑我自己，州平啊州平，你也算是性情中人，这是为什么呢？希望早点把试考完。
现在离考试也剩不了几天了，掰着手指就可以数清天数，当下最重要的事情哦，这种要考不考的时候心里还是有点慌，特别对我来说，更特殊一点吧，州平加点油。
08年肯定会不一样，对我们每个人都是，1号晚上在街边随便买的一注彩票居然还重了个五块钱的尾奖，开头看来还不错呵，在2008年希望我的愿望都会实现，也希望大家在08年能实现自己美好的愿望。
补篮：最近刚刚换了彩铃，LINKIN PARK的IN THE END 再次向大家推荐LINKIN PARK，我最喜欢的乐队。
In The End
[It starts with] One thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on but didn't even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall And lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing I don't know why Doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall And lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter I put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There's only one thing you should know November 28 火大！！！ 火大！！！不晓得该咋个说，越想气搞越不打一处来，从周一晚上打完电话以来这两天心情极坏，今下午整得书也看不进去，跑到这上面来发发牢骚，该做不该做的都不晓得！！！以前对于一些说法很是不屑，但是现在好象自己居然也有点怀疑了。州平很生气  ，后果会怎样？？？ |
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